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Commanding Closure on the Ghosts of our Past
“Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect,
but I press on to make it my own,
because Christ Jesus has made me His own.”
— Philippians 3:12–14 (ESV)
The Ghost in the Mirror
We’ve all faced the ghosts of what others did to us — betrayal, rejection, disappointment.
But the most haunting ghost of all isn’t outside us; it lives within.
It’s the one that stares back in the mirror when the music fades and the lights go out.
It’s not what they did — it’s what we did.
It’s the mistake that still visits when the room falls silent.
Everyone has that one moment they wish they could rewrite — the message you sent too fast, the words that wounded, the choice that still echoes in your chest.
And here’s the truth: sometimes the loudest ghosts aren’t the ones around you but the ones inside you.
Pastor Alex Sagot says this all the time..
“Sometimes your greatest enemy is your inner me.”
That inner voice doesn’t whisper grace; it replays guilt. It doesn’t remind you of hope; it reminds you of what could have been.
But grace has greater authority!
It says there is a way forward even from the mess you made yourself.
Frozen Windows
You know that moment when your computer freezes?
The cursor spins, the screen locks, and you can’t do anything.
No matter what keys you press, nothing moves.
So you hit CTRL + ALT + DEL.
It’s a built-in rescue — a way to end what’s stuck so something new can start.
Our souls freeze like that too.
We find ourselves stuck between what was and what could be.
We keep trying to move forward, but guilt lags behind like an open tab that never closes.
That’s when you realize: you can’t just click harder; you have to restart. Reset.. Follow the command
A Thousand Steps…
In the late 1800s, Thomas Edison set out to bring light into darkness — literally.
Before the light bulb ever worked, he failed over a thousand times.
A reporter once asked, “How does it feel to have failed a thousand times?”
Edison smiled: “I didn’t fail a thousand times. The light bulb was an invention with a thousand steps.”
What a picture of grace.
Sometimes for the light to turn on, it takes time.
Sometimes for the heart to heal, it takes a thousand steps — and a thousand surrenders.
We crave instant change, instant success, instant holiness.
But growth takes grace, and grace takes time.
Edison didn’t see failure; he saw formation.
And that’s what God sees in you — not wasted attempts, but holy steps toward light.
Haunted by What You Hunted
You don’t need anyone to remind you of your past; your own heart does it for you.
You raise your hands in worship, but your mind whispers, “You know what you did.”
You start to pray, but shame interrupts the sentence.
The moment you try to move forward, a voice pulls you back.
“You’re not worthy.”
“You’ve gone too far.”
And the enemy smiles, because if he can’t stop God from forgiving you, he’ll try to convince you that God regrets it.
The devil doesn’t need to rewrite your future if he can keep you replaying your past.
He wants you rehearsing what God has already released.
He wants you living like the cross never happened.
But the cross did happen.
And because it did, grace gets the final word.
Hunter to Hunted
If anyone knew what it was to be haunted, it was Paul.
He once hunted the followers of Jesus, believing he was defending the faith.
He lived convinced that zeal equaled righteousness — until a light from heaven stopped him mid-stride.
That blinding moment on the Damascus Road rewrote his entire story.
Paul had to face what he’d done, the faces he’d dragged away, the prayers he’d tried to silence.
He was, as he later wrote, “the least of the apostles, unworthy to be called an apostle.”
But grace doesn’t wait for worthiness.
It meets you on the road and changes your direction.
From that place of memory and mercy, Paul wrote:
“Forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,
I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
If grace could rewrite Paul’s story, it can rewrite yours too.
STEP 1 — CTRL: Let Go of Control
“Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect,
but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me His own.”
Paul isn’t boasting about progress — he’s confessing dependence.
He’s saying, “I’m not finished, but I’m held.”
Some of us don’t need to try harder; we need to trust deeper.
We’re exhausted not because we’re faithless, but because we’re trying to be flawless.
We care more about looking perfect than being perfected.
We perform for people while God is inviting us to rest in His process.
Stop worrying about your appearance — start worrying about your alignment.
Your ego wants the wheel, but your soul needs the Shepherd.
Think about a golf cart ride where the passenger tries to steer.
It’s chaos — you can’t guide from the wrong seat.
That’s what life looks like when you try to control what only God can direct.
Surrender isn’t losing control; it’s giving control to the right hands.
“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.” — Isaiah 41:10
Click CTRL — release your grip. Let Him drive, heal, and hold you steady.
STEP 2 — ALT: Alter the Way You See Your Past
“But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead.”
You can’t change your past — but you can change how you see it.
Paul isn’t promoting selective memory; he’s preaching spiritual perspective.
The Greek word for forget means to no longer be influenced by.
It’s not amnesia — it’s authority.
That means you can remember without being ruled.
You can look back and see scars, not chains.
You’ll never heal what you keep rehearsing.
And most of us rehearse by accident — replaying old moments in the theater of our mind until they feel current again.
But grace gives you a new lens.
You can’t change the picture, but you can change the filter.
When you see your story through the filter of the Cross, shame loses focus and redemption comes into view.
“You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good.” — Genesis 50:20
“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing.” — Isaiah 43:18–19
The Cross doesn’t delete your story; it redefines it.
It turns failure into testimony, pain into perspective, and regret into revelation.
The Cross changes the caption of your past.
Now, when you look back, you don’t see who you were — you see who He’s been.
STEP 3 — DEL: Delete What’s Holding You Back
“I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
Paul doesn’t only forget; he forges ahead.
He doesn’t just believe grace — he moves in it.
Some of us keep trying to drag old code into a new operating system.
We wonder why things crash.
You can’t install new purpose on corrupted habits.
God will not download new purpose if you won’t delete old habits.
The old version can’t access the new vision.
You can’t scroll through your shame and run in your calling at the same time.
Freedom requires focus.
“If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away, behold, the new has come.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17
Grace isn’t pretending your past never happened — it’s letting Jesus rewrite what it means.
He doesn’t just wipe the record; He redeems the reason.
Public Sin, Private Savior
Maybe you’re thinking, “That sounds nice, but my sin was public.”
Then you’re standing in the same dust as a woman in John 8.
Dragged into the temple, accused, exposed, surrounded by stones and stares — her story was supposed to end in shame.
But Jesus stooped down. He didn’t shout. He didn’t accuse.
He wrote in the sand — words the crowd couldn’t see but heaven understood.
The accusers saw a sinner; Jesus saw a soul.
When He finally spoke, His words dismantled the mob:
“Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.”
One by one, they left.
And when the dust settled, only mercy remained.
“Neither do I condemn you. Go, and sin no more.” — John 8:11
The only one qualified to throw a stone chose to throw grace.
That’s your story too — your public failure met by a private Savior who still kneels near the dirt to lift your chin.
The Final Reset
Maybe your life froze at that one moment — that mistake, that heartbreak, that night you can’t forget.
But Jesus stands beside you, His hand over the keyboard of your soul, whispering:
“Let’s start again.”
CTRL — Surrender control.
ALT — Change your perspective.
DEL — Let go of what’s holding you back.
Grace isn’t an update; it’s a total system restore.
He doesn’t just fix what broke — He gives you a brand-new operating system.
So maybe it’s time to close that window, friend.
Take a breath.
Press CTRL + ALT + DEL —
and let God close that window!